An Old Cancerous Man

Spitting in the face of reason, and lying here awake. To spite reality and reroute it's course.
Groping insane. The curtains close. She opens the vein. The blood is visible. It never ends. My eyes are drying out
Ground into the earth. Laying the framework for hate. Hammers, nails and a biting grit
Hate. Hate. Hate. Hate.

Keeping it whole, keeping it here. Burrowing further and smelling the sand. Salting the earth and mow off the grass

There is no one. Who will stay here with me. I am the end. Love is impossible. I till this earth. I make things implausible. I kept it near. I stayed there true to you

The tumor grows. I feel it spreading now. Won't kill me yet. This worm inside of me. I welcome death. My life is painful now. I won't regret. These things I'll never be.

I'll never be
I cannot see
I could not care
To be like other men
I live in strife
The ocean swallows me
I'll kill it fast
This gift given to me

I never want. To be like one of you. Ill fated breath. Deprive those close to you
I'll starve myself. I know what came before. I know you're smiting me.

So burn me down.
So phase me out
You fuck my wound
 Opened the vein
Keep rubbing salt.
I feel no pain.
When you lie next to me

Lie next to me
Lie here with me
Please stay with me

Just stay with me
Just stay
Just stay
Just stay
Just stay with me